The final line of Norman Maclean’s epic short story, A River Runs Through It, is, “I am haunted by waters.” I turned 71 last week, and more and more I find that is the case with me as well. If you look at my bookshelf there are books that confirm this, with names like Calling After Water, Healing Waters, The Voice of Rivers, Ernest Hemingway’s Big Two Hearted River, John N. Maclean’s Home Waters, (which I love) and my most recent, Wilderness Waters by Steve Osterholzer, which I also quickly grew to love.
Wilderness Waters is a deeply introspective look at
the author’s long-standing love for and exploration of northern Minnesota’s
Boundary Waters Canoe Area Wilderness. I was drawn to the book by its
description in a book review I read in one of the flyfishing magazines I
receive every quarter, and also by the comments on the cover by John Eldredge,
a Christian pastor, best-selling author, and leader whom I respect. The book is
subtitled, “adventures paddling & fishing the wilderness.” That also drew
me in, right there. It took me a while, due to work and other obligations, to
get around to reading the book, but over Labor Day weekend, faced with my third
surgery on my left foot in four years the following Wednesday, my wife and I
went camping on the Chequamegon-Nicolet National Forest. My happy place. I
almost couldn’t put the book down. It didn't just draw me in, it grabbed hold of me, and didn’t
let go until the last page. Now, I am haunted by Wilderness Waters.
There are many, many quotable lines in Steve’s book.
Probably the first one I made note of is in the chapter explaining the what and
the why of the Boundary Waters. He says, “You’ll find quiet here. But not just
quiet surrounding you – you’ll find quiet within you. You’ll discover needs you
may not even know you had. A need for adventure. Exploration. To minimize.. To
think. Listen. To discover what’s truly essential in your life.” That’s deep,
and some of the chapters are deep like that. Some of them are quite funny, like
his adventures with his wife he calls the “perfect paddling partner,” or his
wilderness latrine rating system. Others describe the gamut of emotions he
experiences in the wilderness, particularly during solo expeditions. He talks
about fear, courage, and the awakening of his senses to the natural world that
he’s paddling through.
I could go on and on about this book. But suffice it to say,
it touched my heart. It touched my spirit. There are parts I could identify
strongly with, and others that caused me to sit back and think how I would
approach the situation he describes. But the best thing I can tell you about Wilderness
Waters is, buy it, read it. Meditate on it. I think you’ll love it. I do. I
am haunted by waters, Wilderness Waters.